promoted 10 years 5 months ago, posted 10 years 5 months ago
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Do not fucking read this shit. I'm serious. It will waste your time and patience.
So, what is it I see here? TAN has quite a few users now? Migrated obviously from the error, spam, and idiot saturated homebase. That's cool. Well, like I said in the title there is no point to this blog, other than me exercising finger tips and getting some of the thoughts out of my head and onto paper. I truly feel sorry for you if you read this whole thing. I might feel even more sorry if you claim to "get anything" out of it.
Recently, I've been extremely busy with the normal bullshit of life and drama. Switched my 8AM-5PM, dress up nice, work in a cubicle occupation to managing a restaurant from 10.30AM-10.30PM. The whole process has left me weak and exhausted yet somehow I feel like I'm in a better mood and place in my life than I've been in a long while. I'm not sure if I can attribute that totally to the change of pace from my previous work environment as I've changed several other things in my life as well. Number one being about 104 days of abstaining from Marijuana. Now that is the longest I have ever been without smoking since sometime in 2004. Number two, I've made a really good friend who happens to be "fuck-buddying", I guess you could say, with my best friend. She's awesome and I finally have someone to do all sorts of girly things with.
With all of this shit going on I've got usually an hour or so with my oldest friend: "the internet". I miss it, I do. I'm rarely even on to check my email anymore much less shoutwire, TAN, or IRC. I have to stop by once every few days and see if my mates are online of course. I think that's the only thing that keeps me hooked into checking these ridiculous sites. To be honest, right now I really don't give a fuck that Obama is implementing a mandatory RFID chip to be placed into all US citizens or that 10 women and children were killed in a suicide blast in Chicago. I come back here to read one of my online friends comment that those 10 women and children got totally "PWNED!" and then follow it up by telling us that they are literally laughing their ass off. I come back to visit with people from far off countries that, thanks to the american education system, I never knew existed. Places like: Ireland, Australia, Canada, or the United Kingdom. It always fascinates me to think there are people I haven't even seen many pictures of that I consider friends along with the people I spend time with face-to-face on a daily basis. Whether, or not the feelings are reciprocated, I don't know, but they are genuine and honest on my end so thats all that matters to me. One other thing I guess I'm trying to say is, I may not be online very much anymore but the times online in IRC and everything have been great and I don't think they will end any time soon. However, for now, the ammount of time i can allocate to "hanging out" with my online friends is seriously dwindling.